Not Lazy At All Ahahahahahah

Thursday 03/06/10 to Friday 02/07/10

days 463 to 492: lazy ==

okay i think i got some explaining to to for myself. i have been really really lazy this past month and this shows how lazy i have been. Last time i wrote on my blog was exactly one month ago on my bday. most the time i come back from work (and i have been working a lot since the holiday started) i just want to chillax and not do or think of anything. i mean i still need to do a lot of stuff for my volunteering stuff next year!!! i applied for a passport so that is a good start ahahahahahaha...

well a lot has happened during this month and most of it was due to the fact that Alex my dear friend came back down from Queensland to visit us before he went off to Kapooca (army boot camp). sad moment when he left but needs to keep moving on. but yeah during that month i enjoyed myself a lot to be honest. although there was a fair bit of money wasted during the month but i think it was money well spent. allocated most of the time to Alex because none of us will see him for quite some time. seeing him leave on the day was actually quite emotional. at the same time i had the biggest regret when i found out i didn't save the video recording of him boarding his bus and all. HOWEVER, i did get all the funny videos we took beforehand soooo that makes up for it =].

so my month involved a lot of going out, golfing, DRINKING especially, and a lot of working to compensate for my spendings.

on another note... QUEENSLAND 5th year in a row in state of origin!!! congratulations team!!!! well done for such great game and hope we can have a clean sweep this year =]

Happy bday to everyone of you who i did not mention over the month because i did not paste.... sorry sorry sorry =\

uni results came back out... rather a disappointing one but i guess i can't complain after a terrible end to the semester. before saying my overall results i have a little rant about that stupid tech report that worth 50%. well i thought i did quite well and i did not worry much. to be honest i thought the quality of the assignment was a definite pass. however when i got the result back for that assignment i failed!!! and im not the only one, my lecturer failed half the class!!! i simply don't understand why and after talking to my friend mum who's a teacher at uni and knew something about this. she said most of the people failed because it was not a report/review/critical analysis... 3 things in one report??????? i think that is a little bit out of our grasp to do. that got me worried for like ages till the overall results came out. luckily my first 2 assignments got me through but i only got a passed. i got credits for the other 2 units. i don't have much complaining to for them beside i could of tried harder. history came out to be better than tech. SHOCKED. i was sitting on a pass for history all semester so that essay was worrying me but i ended up with a distinction =D. i thought i could of done a little better in studio but again the last few weeks of uni got me stressed out to the max.

one more shift and i will be going home!!! very special this time going home because i got a friends wedding to attend =D. first to get married out of the group, how special =D. to top off the good news, she is about to become a mum as well!!! double happiness =D. best wishes goes to KIM and ANGELO.

well that is it for me about last month =].

It's Been Long........

Wednesday 02/06/10

day 462: cold and wet =\

its almost been a month since i last posted and meaning my busy times almost endured a month long!!! woahhhhhh that is like almost a month worth of minimal sleep!!! that is totally not good for my health but let's hope it good for my uni results =P

never had the time to even sleep during these few weeks when everything for studio was due. at some points i was literally sleeping in uni =\. but it is all over now soooooo let's hope i pulled through another semester =].

the holidays is like over 7weeks but for some reason im feeling it a bit short at the moment =\. i got a lot of things to sort out. all my costa rica stuff and then i need to enrol into CIT (still unsure whether to take autocad or revit, as much i love to do both but that is going to kill my uni studies). after that i need to find time to go home....

well that is for me during this time.

happy bday to myself and reminding me im another year older and a step closer to becoming a wise guy =P

Happy 21st SamSam

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 21st you big boy =] enjoy the day and hope you actually remember what you did for your 21st =]

love you man x3.

shall celebrate when you get back from coffs

The Stress Goes On

Monday 10/05/10

day 439: procrastinating again?

ahhh yes that is correct like i say countless times if procrastination was a profession, we students will be great professionals. i need to work harder and push myself to the limit sooner before my procrastination goes out of control.

i must be the most ignorant person == i keep saying i need to push myself but i never able to do it =\... let's try tomorrow and hope it will work =]

lets rest well for a big day ahead

Happy Mother's Day

just to wish my mummy and all the mummies out there a happy happy mother's day. thanks for bringing us up into the world in an safe and healthy environment. i know for some (like mine) "love" is a hard to express word and "i love you" is even harder to say. However, you have been here for us whenever we needed you no matter how big problems are.

there are a lot to say but whatever we say or do will never be able to repay your love for us.

I LOVE YOU MUM =]

on another note... a fact actually.. this mother's day is the first one that i actually said something to my mum. i was brought up in a family that does not celebrate much so my family don't mind much if we don't give them anything for bday and stuff, nor do i except anything from them on my bdays and all. but anyways over the phone is easier to say =D. happy mother's day. LOVE YOU

Weekend Of Procrastination

Friday 07/05/10 t0 Sunday 09/05/10

Days 435 to 438: bad???

guess be more wasted of a weekend then spending doing nothing productive =\. well nothing educational anyways. disappointed but procrastinating is my best profession.

seem to be posting less these days must you think? like i said i've been busy with uni during uni days and sometimes i am jst too tired after work to post it. getting minimal sleep during the end of semester time =[. the usual you know. well if you're a uni student i can guarantee you know what im going through at the moment.

the week ahead? well, planning to do alot of uni work of course ahahahahahahaha... well hopefully =]. ADD OIL hehehehehehe

need to make a phone call for an interview! that's the priority or else i am soooo screwed for my technology assignment.

hope it will not be a stressful week =]

Too Busy =\

Friday 30/04/10 Thursday 06/05/10

days 426 to 433: never enough time

some days i wish i could just hide in a corner and cry =\. why isn't my life picking up? why can't i ever find motivation??? PLEASE PROCRASTINATION!!! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

another week of stress and discomfort. busy??? well that's the reason i have not been posting ==. or i'm just really lazy and just wants to hit the bed.

well we presented our model for technology class and was quite disappointed in the juries. i mean we tried our best to understand something that has barely any information on it but to only be embarrassed by some professionals from the field. thought was quite rude and disrespectful. i mean it's great if you care said the things you wanted to say in a better way rather then being sooooo blunt and straight forward.

now the upcoming weeks will be epic!!! 3 major assignments and is more stress than any other one.

guess the only thing i could do at the moment is ADD OIL

Not Time...

Tuesday 20/04/10 to Thursday 29/04/10

days 416 to 425: delayed

this is the first blog entry since like almost 2 weeks ago and during the 2 weeks a lot has occurred/happened. mainly due to the stress i've been copping from uni work and as the semester goes down the line the workload seem to mount a little more as the days go by.

my archi technology assignment have been going through the ups and downs but eventually we pulled through and our group has done exceptionally well to recreate the commonwealth place kiosk. we had fun along the way and learned a pile of stuff that i personally did not know before.

just finished off my history essay and i have to say i cant believe that i took so long to finish it off when i only had a few more things to add before i headed off to work. thought it was easy done after work but guess not. then again i had to do the references which always take a pain stake of time. i am quite worried with essays because it felt like i was going off track and let's hope everything is fine. fingers crossed!!! wish me luck!!!

been worrying and having great concerned for a good friend of mine, amy, lately because she will soon be kicked out of her place. living with what she called best friends only to be kicked out by her and her parents are just awful!!! disgusted and shocked!!! even though she deserves more than that for all the stuff she put in for her "good" friend. all i need to say is WHAT A FUCKEN BITCH. thank you now go dig yourself a hole and die in it =].

other than that.... ADD OIL with my remaining assignments

RANT RANT RANT!!!

Tuesday 13/04/10 to Monday 19/04/10

days 409 to 415: ANGRY @ MY INTERNET!!!

the reason i have not been updating my blog recently (like posting every week instead of every night) is because i am experiencing some stupid internet problems, which i am getting fed up with. alright i have always ranted about my internet being slow and all but this time is just worst than that. when the wireless was first set up it worked fine and had minor connection problems every now and than. but now my wireless reception is completely shut off when im in my room. the only way i could get reception is in the living room. alright this is a serious problem because having to work in the living room is sooooooooo inconvenient as well as not having much privacy }=[. was really got be tempered up is after asking my housemate about fixing the internet connection and HE YET TO HAVE DONE ANYTHING!!! i asked if i could connect it back via Ethernet cable because i know this will work... BUT BUT HE SAID HE WILL FIX THE PROBLEM AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!! FOR FUCK SAKE (apologies for the language) i am paying the bills!!! hurry the fuck up and fix it already!!! i got an essay due next friday that worth 40 or percent!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH it's just not the way to go with this. if there is a problem, especially when you're experiencing problems as well, GO FIX IT!!!

on another note, during the week is has been busy and stressful with assignments =\. i guess it's the nature of being a 'race against time' thing near the end of a semester =\.

Stress+Weariness+Bad Internet =Terrible Times

Tuesday 06/04/10 to Monday 12/04/10

days 304 to 409: down down and down =\

throughout last week it was nothing more than stress, weariness and a little more stress to emphasis the terrible week i just went through. last wednesday was the first day back to uni after the easter week break... was a horrible start to the week with my tutor banning our ideas completely!!! i simply don't understand why he would ban an idea without giving me and my groups any valid reason, because saying i don't like it ISN'T a valid reason!!! }=[. great encouragement buddy, we spent a lot of time, effort and money to work out this mechanism and the time end money to go gather the materials but you come out of the blues to say you don't like it???? YOU'RE JOKING!!! with enough said and whined during the week we had to start the shelter again doing what the tutor wanted us to do. well we figure that his idea is quite hard and to be honest i don't think it works and i devised something that might be a solution to "his" idea.

during the week i also suffered through a bad bad breakdown because of the assignment and the weariness i've gone through along the time. my body just raptured and it snapped =\. i apologise for any wrong doings.

i have had some relaxation time on saturday playing golf as well as yesterday and today playing the ps3 =D.

well... i probably shouldn't of done any of these activities when i clearly know that i got a pile of things to finish =\.

ADD OIL

on a side note... i've ranted about my internet ever since i moved down here and at the moment i am quite annoyed with my internet. okay the wireless was working when it was set up. no problem with it except a disconnection every now and then. okay, i don't mind it. but now... i cannot connect to the internet unless my laptop is sitting in the living room!!! if it's in my room, well goodluck trying to load up a page before it drops out every 20seconds }=[. arghhhhh going to see if i could connect it back via cable because this is ridiculous.

Problems After Problems

Tuesday 06/04/10

day 403: frustrations }=[

it has been 2 consecutive days we have been working no the model. i mean 2 days is not much in terms of time but the times we spend debating and shopping for materials are just way too time consuming =\. The GREAT DEBATE about how and what is driving me (not sure about others) crazy!!! we seem to discover new problems after solving another problem }=[. HELP!!! we need a one way solution to solve everything!!! besides writing something to express how much i hate you last night but that did not help to the assignment. just helped to relieve my anger and stress.

we are meeting up tomorrow morning before class to do some work on it and i've made a simplified version of the final product. let's hope that will help us out a bit. ADD OIL GUYS!!!

The Beginning of the Stress

Sunday 04/04/10 & Monday 05/04/10

days 401 & 402: here comes the cold!!! along with the STRESS

that title and mood on top sums up my upcoming weeks... my week of holidays will end on tuesday night and to be honest i did not do any assignments during that week. i mean it did not even feel like a holiday or a break. i worked all this week and in the times i got off i'm just so tired from work i want some leisure time to relax my body =\.

well let's say goodbye to my break and let's start that stress and worry aye =\. Hello assignments, i don't really want to see you and i have to be honest with you, i ABSOLUTELY hate you!!! you see me on a regular basis since the time i started school =\. don't you understand the meaning of "i hate you"

so since i still have some time before the stress level reach to the top of the roof i might enjoy that time until the time comes. wish me luck because i will need it for the weeks to come. ADD OIL

i nearly had to sleep outside lastnight because i came home in the early hours of the morning and no one is awake =\. i was stuck outside for a good hour before some curiosity drove me to open the doors from another block. our blocks entrance door lock is broken so when we close it, you won't be able to open it unless it's from the inside. i tried putting a note on the door when i first noticed the problem but SOME PEOPLE JUST DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO READ!!! do you think i am joking here when i say the doors broken??? you know it when you try to get in and you don't understand how inconvenient it is!!! luckily my curiosity lastnight got me in to the other block and got my way home via the underground carpark which links all the apartment blocks together. well that's my little rant for the day =]

End of Daylight Savings

Saturday 03/04/10

day 400: already???

woahhhhh already been 400 days since i moved out of home... looking back it has been quite a long time. wonder where i stand today if i did not move but at the same time i always wonder where i'll stand when i eventually move back. ahhhh all the unanswered questions.

well daylight savings ends (well ended because i'm writing on the early am's of sunday) today and wooooooooo it is the only time of the year where i actually gain an hour of sleep =P.

another day of another bludge ==.... i should really commit myself into some work. like seriously, i can't seem to concentrate!!! just toooooo hard for me to actually get that to start. once i get it to start i should be sailing smooth. but it just not happening for me.

well anyways, HAPPY EASTER GUYS!!! hope you all get lots and lots of chocolate hehehehehe =]

Easter Friday

Friday 02/04/10

day 399: chilling

time is flying... it is already easter! meaning winter is coming and today i certainly felt that atmosphere. i'm wearing pants!!! has been a chilling day and not soooo much but hibernating inside my house/room. easter friday and all the shops are closed. did some (by that i meant little) of my assignments that i said i would do =\... however in that "little" contribution i made a working model of our group project =D. it sort of works but the materials (foamcore) i think made it less fluid in motion. it still shows that mechanism =D.

watched a lot of tvb and played a fair bit of COD because sash got me hooked on unlocking the tactical knife attachment for my pistol ahahahahahaha... i did it =]

not the best easter friday because of the footy =\... could 2010 be the downfall of the brisbane broncos??? have our luck finally run out??? our inexperienced team of many many young players, the huge injury toll, with off field issues like the sacking of my skills coach Alfie Langer, are just not giving broncos the boost they're seeking for. our experienced players are in need of support from the young ones but at the moment they are still taking some time to adapt to first grade. however, i did question myself would this be a resurrection of broncos in a year's time (or perhaps a couple of years). like history repeating itself such as when broncos first entered the league??? at the moment it seem like it with all these fresh faces. let's hope everything is on the good side.

back to reality, plans for saturday??? not too much at the moment since is my day off and i want to enjoy it. as much as i want to do assignment, like i say i need to find that "initiator" and it is not easy =\. guess i will go with the flow. also got a 21st to attend but i don't really want to anymore even though on facebook i said i will attend. oh well...

Happy Bday Aco & Kim

have not done this in a while since no one i know got a bday lately ahahahaha

but yeah....

just going to wish Aco and Kim a happy happy bday!!! i wish you guys all the best with everything for 2010 =]. another year older meaning another year wiser =D. soooo please stay safe when you're out and about, especially when you're out clubbing. please don't intoxicate yourself too much as it does not do any good to your body.

but yeah enjoy life but stay safe. love you guys x3

April Fool's Joke???

Wednesday 31/03/10 & Thursday 01/04/10

Days 397 & 398: worried

alright i was sooooooooo soooooooooo happy today when i was on the bus and received a call from ISV asking me whether if i received any letters or emails about my acceptances as a volunteer over in Costa Rica. but because i was not home at the time i could not check my email =\. but as stoked as i was i like told everyone about it and then tonight when i got home i checked my email... but did not received anything =\ *sobs* since it was april fool's today got me worried about it whether or not if the call was a prank or not =\.

*fingers crossed* that i just have not received it =]. going to call tomorrow and find out.

any hows... think i will leave it for there since it was a very tiring night at work and yesterday was just the same =\

Procrastination

Tuesday 30/03/10

day 396: tiring

like i always say 'procrastination is a bitch' but every time i fall for that bitch =\... if procrastination was a professional career i, and a lot of people, would be absolutely perfect for the job. BUT unfortunately it's not =\, just a bad habit that everyone (or most people) has which is not a good thing. i put off one thing and then it just starts to pile up. once i start on something it is much harder to out down. it is just that small 'initiator' preventing me from starting something. i need to find out that special initiator so i could start my assignments for uni. i got a lot lined up and yet to start any =\.

besides that work was quite interesting tonight because there was only 3 crew on after 8! so me sammy girl and daniel was on close with sam sam. luckily it was a quite night =]. was out front all night which was not that great of an experience. i'm quite confident on it now though =].

meeting up with the group for our studio project =]. hopefully i won't be tooo tired because we are set for an early start and a long day ahead =].

ADD OIL!!!

Weekend To Be Forgotten

friday 26/03/10 to Monday 29/03/10

days 392 to 395: not a happy kid

it's been a while but not because i was lazy but more like i have not been able to write on the blog. well friday i had to go sam sam's place for a party he organised for erin. happy 17th to erin =]. drank a bit but not too much. fell asleep early that night at sam's place.

saturday i was forced to do a 12hr shift!!! 12 to midnight =\.... because daniel fell sick not long into my shift so he asked me to stayed back. i needed the little extra money so i took it.

had an early start on sunday morning at 7.30 but i slept in for work and did not wake up till nicole called me at 7.45. thanks for her understanding i rushed to work at 8.30 and yeah. stressful day at work.

BRONCOS... arghhhhhh one of their worst starts into the nrl season possible!!! }=[. after the 48-16 thrashing by the warriors on that afternoon we are now sitting second last on the table. with major injury blows and losing a lot of talent we have been on quite a downhill performance. hopefully as the season picks up we will pick some form and provide us with some grade A games.

after work on sunday.... ahahahahaha let's just say i got drunk and the night went out of control =P. we will stick it to that. thanks to asanka == and i still need my groceries back!!!

Costa Rica???

Thursday 25/03/10

day 391: happy =]

well i am even more happy and excited now after attending the info session today about the ISV overseas volunteering program =D. knowing that i can get credit points for uni as well as getting sponsors for your trip, i am now just very very interested and keen on going =]. i mean it is going to me an opportunity of a lifetime to travel at the same time help out people in need!!! going to be a great experience no doubt =]. i signed up today and hopefully in 2 days i will get a reply saying "i'm in!' =D.

that's the good news =]. let's finish it there so it reminds soooooo good and happpy =D.

but another thing i just want to ask myself... got a party tomorrow and have to look very smart.

so, a black vest with grey formal(ish) pants

OR

black vest with black or dark blue jeans???? decisions

Volunteering???

Wednesday 24/03/10

day 390: tired

realised i titled last night's blog entry with having my hair tied up but did not anything about it ahahahahaha... well yeah yesterday i decided to tied the back of my hair together so it doesn't irritate me and the mullet is just ugly to look at ahahahahha

well after talking to my friend who actually did the volunteering program last year, i came to a conclusion that i am really keen on going. i mean despite that i might not have enough money to go it would be good if i could get sponsored =D even half of the fares it would be great! my friend said it was worth going and she learnt a lot. most of all the program counts towards your credit points in your studies =D. that's the main point that got me tingly =D

well even though i'm tired i managed somehow to stay up a few hours playing COD ahahahahah because i was eager to level up =P

off to bed and going to that info session for that volunteering tomorrow =]

should start getting off my ass and do assignments =]

ADD OIL!!!

Hair Tied Up =D

Tuesday 23/03/10

day 389: new style?

was my day off from uni today and well all i did was slept in =D. because i was playing COD till like 4am in the morning ahahahahaha... received a wake up call from work asking if i could do a 11 to 5 instead of my closing shift. i accepted it at first but then i called back to reject it because i was tired and wanted to sleep in. also i had a info session for some volunteer work that i'm interested in going. of course i did not end up going to it because i was way too tired i just slept past it =\.

well about the volunteering program, well the uni is doing a program where people/students can be an overseas volunteer for various programs in different countries. such as conservation and teaching programs. as much as i have the interest in doing it. i mean i get to learn something at the same time help others. and even better is having to do it overseas!!! BONUS!!! but as always i like to say; why can't i be wealthy??? i don't think i can afford the trip there and back... just a bit too much even trying to save up these days because off my government money was cancelled.

had quite a nice chat with sammy boy after work at the pub tonight. found out that he will be moving out of canberra by the end of the year. quite sad but at the same time happy for him. it's a shame losing such a good friend but i'm sure we'll keep in contact =]. happy for him that his finding his path in life.

well... early lecture tomorrow so better get to bed. NIGHTS!!!! x3

ADD OIL!!!

COD GALORE =D

Monday 22/03/10

day 388: tired

well my day started off early with my tutorial presentation this morning and let's just say i'm relieved that it's over. assignment free for a while =D (doesn't mean i don't have anything to do till then just saying i can relax a bit before getting started on others)

had a field trip today for studio for project 3. top of red hill and our brief (roughly) is to make a place for meditation and gatherings. i don't know what's about the site but something bugs me and i don't like it every much.

not a very good end to my day with broncos losing to raiders at canberra =\... i mean i am very very upset!!! lack of defence and lack of ball control in first half cost them the game. was not easy having to live near canberra stadium and hearing all the cars beeping their horns going down the street. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

what was my solution to release this anger??? well i played COD for about like 6hours ahahahahahahah i realised everything there and now feeling quite good =] except i have like RSI from playing it for soooo long ahahahahah

Just Lazy =\

Saturday 20/03/10 & Sunday 21/03/10

days 386 & 387: lack of sleep

weekend has been a lack off sleep but nonetheless it was quite enjoyable (but that is after all the assignment and work stress)...

saturday was just spending time finishing off my powerpoint for the group presentation which is tomorrow =\. after a short notice i had to do the whole presentation again. i mean i enjoy doing things like that but such a short notice it kind of made me angry }=[. did not know how long it took for me to do that powerpoint presentation! like nearly an all nighter! was quite surprised because i had everything in front of me and all i had to do was put it in. i guess when it comes to stuff like that i want perfection hehehehehe... i like to make it all technical and sophisticated but at the same time good for the eyes =P

both saturday and sunday i had to work =\ and both was the 12-5 shift. because i asked if i could do weekend days so i could play basketball after (unfortunately i don't think this will happen anymore because sammy boy ain't doing the rosters anymore =[ ). did not actually get to play basketball this weekend since i had to come home after work on saturday for the assignment and today i went bowling for ally's farewell. wish her all the best in her new job x3.

wish me luck for the presentation tomorrow!!! because all i am going to do is go up and give an impromptus speech =]

Review: Season of Fate

it has been quite some time since i wrote a review on movies/drama/anything so i thought since i have some spare time at the moment i would start writing them again =]

well i will start with season of fate that i finished a while back but did not have the time to write a review for it. first impression of the series when i saw the preview was like 'ermmmmm doesn't sound that great' and i typically loose interest when it come to that 1900s settings. not sure if the time frame is correct but the time when china was influenced by western culture, so like people starting to wear suits and dress more western in fashion. generally these settings gets me off the series...

watching that series was like solving a piece of jigsaw puzzle because they just had way too much going on!!! the war between the two restaurants, the relationship between the 3 main protagonists, the link between michelle's role and this guy with the glasses (no clue who his name is) and such... it was just way tooooo complex for a short series.

michelle acting as a mental patient was just not the right role for her! come on guys!!! it just put me off when she tries to be all innocent and childish when she simply don't have that face for it! i really felt sorry for derek's character... he went through soooooo much in that series and he should of got more than he deserves. but what i was happy with is getting to see Ho Jeh acting again =]. i miss her because the last time she acted for tvb was like back in best selling secrets.

one of the lamest thing was how that guy in glasses got shot in the head in the last episode but still managed to survived ==.... WHAT THE HELL!!! he was shot point blank range with the shooter like a few feet away!!! AS IF THAT WON'T KILL SOMEONE!!!

anyways... the series was complex and all over the place. probably not worth watching if you have not already seen it. however roger kwok did put up some funny scenes that kept it going =]

Oh Weekend =D

Friday 19/03/10

day 385: ohhhhh relieved

what a relief to have handed in my essay for history today =]. the whole day i was just like YES YES YES finally get to have a breather after like 2 weeks of intense adrenaline rush =\. had a pretty cool and relaxing studio lesson so i'm not complaining. just a general discussion with my group for the assignment that was launched at the beginning of the week.

met up with jack and eva tonight for a catch up =]. decided to eat something not asian this time and walked into kingsley's steakhouse. great food there, the steak was cooked quite good and the service was great =]. waiters were coming over asking hows the night and is everything okay. it was great! EXCEPT i thought there was a salad missing on the plate. just a piece of steak and chips are a bit plain =\ needs some greens to garnish the dish to make it a bit more inviting =]. overall is great, would definitely recommended to people and i will sure go back to that place =]

Another Adrenaline Rush

Wednesday 17/03/10 & Thursday 18/03/10

days 383 & 384: feel the rush =]

well this will be the last assignment rush till i get a break for a few weeks before this all starts all over again when i return from my midsemester break =]. i mean it's a happy face for the fact that get a rest and maybe start on it earlier this time but i guess i will be getting a sad face when the time comes and i'm here moaning about my dreadful long nights =\.

well that last 2 week endings have been almost like an adrenaline rush through my entire body. procrastinating and then rushing through the touches before the deadline! woahhhhhh it was intense. seriously, i mean i say it every time, i need to learn to start things earlier! have not worked since yr12 ahahahahahahaha... fails every time that habit =\ not good.

well luckily i know my topic quite well so i could of done most of the writing without much information because a lot of them were stored in my brain already thank you to high school =D. i was confident that i did not have to do an all-nighter and i was that confident i even went out for a drink with ally and daniel after work tonight =]. i had a beer (not too much) because i know what will happen after heheheh (drop dead and fall asleep)

well that's been my 2 days =].... start of the weekend =D rest and putting some finishing touches to my group presentation with simone and shima =D. happy that i was on the right track (however not sooo sure about the case study that i finished tonight but fingerscrossed =D)

ADD OIL !!!

Losing Directions

tuesday 16/03/10

day 382: lost

well today i spent a big deal of the day trying to do assignments and i have to say by the end of it i feel like i lose my sense of direction. i simply do not know where to go =\ because in the assignment the topic we chose is something like images that reflect on society. at first i wrote something that well i already knew it was out of topic but then i redid another one. this time i thought i'm not sure if i am on the right track or not =\. i feel like as if i got stuck in the middle and don't do if i should go forward or backward. sooooo confused!!!!

that is all for today

ADD OIL

Epic Fail =\

Sunday 14/03/10 to monday 15/03/10

days 380-381: too much sleep little work =\

in that 2 days thats what i felt =\ as little as these 5 words, it has described my lack of uni and commitment to what i am doing =\. on sunday it was probably the worst epic fail of my life by falling asleep WHILE getting changed!!!! i woke up the next day half naked and was like huh???? was thinking do i have glandular fever because i get tired soooo easily! i've slept just a tad toooooo much over this 2 days that i barely touched my work!

so today, wednesday, i need to get on with the work before i get slammed by my group partners and well myself in general.

ADD OIL!!!!!!

What A Week

wednesday 10/03/10 to Saturday 13/03/10

days 376-379: tiring week

been a few days since i touched this place and it's only now i that i got the time to write because towards the end of this week was just been amazing busy!!! barely have time to breathe with the assignment coming to a deadline. i never learn do i =\ always having these late nights and last minutes. i'm not sure if the way the pressure forces me to think and things but sometimes it works quite well. but i rather not have that strategy just because it's going to kill me later.

but back to the story wednesday and thursday night was just work and then home hop onto the assignment. i should of took these nights off but i really needed the money as well so i had to do it. also missed out pretty much the whole week of uni =\. hope i didn't miss much. finally got my design up and done =]. i finished early on friday morning but was scared if i had a nap i would not wake up in time to hand it in. had to wait like 4 hours for my presentation =\ all the things i wanted to say was totally deleted by the time i got up to present. quite nervous even though it was in small groups rather than the whole class at the beginning of the class. LUCKY ME i guess =]

i thought i will give myself some relaxation at the end of the week =] went to the pub with daniel on friday night. of course it was a few drinks and playing pool =]. and my saturday was just staying home playing some COD and watching some tvb =] nothing better a good saturday off from uni and work =D

Long Nights Ahead =\

tuesday 09/03/10

day 375: worried

starting to worry a bit now that this studio project is due on friday but i yet to have a final design. i mean i know what is going through my mind but i just have not set my foot into the design =\. hopefully i will have something by friday and hope it is good =D... going to be a few long nights for me till friday =\.

after that the next few weeks will be hetickkkkkkkkkkkkkk with assignments hammering in week after week.

well all i need to say now is GOODLUCK and ADD OIL x3

Public Holiday =]

monday 08/03/10

day 374: the usual

canberra day public holiday and because i did not have to work (even though i was dying for a call from work today because it would of been double time hehehehehehehehe)... so what i decided to do for the day off???? well.... staying home doing assignment =\. can't get any more sad than that i suppose my only day off for the weekend and i had to work on an assignment. well not all day because first i had to go grab some materials (that i don't know if i still require them anymore) and of course TVB is always a distraction =\. in the end i managed to get a sketch final model done so i could get some feedbacks tomorrow when i see my tutor =]

hmmm... what else could i say about the day besides that? have to say it's only been 8 days since summer ended and already that autumn atmosphere has already set in =\. getting a bit rainy and the night are getting quite chilly, for instances, tonight is windy and temps only 16 degrees! as low as 11 during them rainy nights =\.

well anyways night for me =]. ADD OIL with all my assignments =D