day 354: okay lar
well the day was not too bad =]. i woke up super later since it was my day off from uni =]. met up with jordan and muse at uni to do some assignment work, and it went quite well. managed to make some sample models exploring something about my subject =]. only thing was i had to rush out of the house this morning (well afternoon) when jordan came to pick me up for uni. i did not even get to finish my brunch =\.
watched avatar in 3D again tonight. still agreeing to the things i said a while back in my review on it =]. AWESOME MOVIE. the first ever movie that i actually went to the cinemas TWICE to watch it. five star without a doubt =D.
well one of the most important thing was late late tonight when i called work after movies to check my shift for tomorrow. sammy boy asked me to do a morning shift and i thought i had uni at 3.30 so i said okay i can do it. but then i realised i did start at 12.30 and i called back saying i can't. it was not a problem at first but later i thought... hmmmmmm i feel bad for accepting a shift than saying i can't do it. then i thought "maybe i could skip the lecture and go work" but after a few minutes i had a big think about it actually because i am quite desperate for money these days after getting the tv and ps3 (i mean i don't regret it just that it leaves me a bit tight with money). but my decision was i just can't do it. i cannot go past the guilt that i came here solely for one purpose, and that is to study hard in uni. i know i have not done enough to prove that and maybe this year is the time. i made the move to canberra to study in a course i like and i don't want to disappoint my parents. i mean skipping one lecture might not be a biggest problem but like the saying it only needs once and it will turn into twice then it keeps on going =\.
SOOOO... my conclusion. go to uni and attend my lecture! despite it is double pay it is not worth risking a future over the present. i cannot play this game of risk. too hard =\. also it really made me think about my INITIAL GOAL =]. funny how little things could turn out sooo big =]
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