Not Time...

Tuesday 20/04/10 to Thursday 29/04/10

days 416 to 425: delayed

this is the first blog entry since like almost 2 weeks ago and during the 2 weeks a lot has occurred/happened. mainly due to the stress i've been copping from uni work and as the semester goes down the line the workload seem to mount a little more as the days go by.

my archi technology assignment have been going through the ups and downs but eventually we pulled through and our group has done exceptionally well to recreate the commonwealth place kiosk. we had fun along the way and learned a pile of stuff that i personally did not know before.

just finished off my history essay and i have to say i cant believe that i took so long to finish it off when i only had a few more things to add before i headed off to work. thought it was easy done after work but guess not. then again i had to do the references which always take a pain stake of time. i am quite worried with essays because it felt like i was going off track and let's hope everything is fine. fingers crossed!!! wish me luck!!!

been worrying and having great concerned for a good friend of mine, amy, lately because she will soon be kicked out of her place. living with what she called best friends only to be kicked out by her and her parents are just awful!!! disgusted and shocked!!! even though she deserves more than that for all the stuff she put in for her "good" friend. all i need to say is WHAT A FUCKEN BITCH. thank you now go dig yourself a hole and die in it =].

other than that.... ADD OIL with my remaining assignments

RANT RANT RANT!!!

Tuesday 13/04/10 to Monday 19/04/10

days 409 to 415: ANGRY @ MY INTERNET!!!

the reason i have not been updating my blog recently (like posting every week instead of every night) is because i am experiencing some stupid internet problems, which i am getting fed up with. alright i have always ranted about my internet being slow and all but this time is just worst than that. when the wireless was first set up it worked fine and had minor connection problems every now and than. but now my wireless reception is completely shut off when im in my room. the only way i could get reception is in the living room. alright this is a serious problem because having to work in the living room is sooooooooo inconvenient as well as not having much privacy }=[. was really got be tempered up is after asking my housemate about fixing the internet connection and HE YET TO HAVE DONE ANYTHING!!! i asked if i could connect it back via Ethernet cable because i know this will work... BUT BUT HE SAID HE WILL FIX THE PROBLEM AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!! FOR FUCK SAKE (apologies for the language) i am paying the bills!!! hurry the fuck up and fix it already!!! i got an essay due next friday that worth 40 or percent!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH it's just not the way to go with this. if there is a problem, especially when you're experiencing problems as well, GO FIX IT!!!

on another note, during the week is has been busy and stressful with assignments =\. i guess it's the nature of being a 'race against time' thing near the end of a semester =\.

Stress+Weariness+Bad Internet =Terrible Times

Tuesday 06/04/10 to Monday 12/04/10

days 304 to 409: down down and down =\

throughout last week it was nothing more than stress, weariness and a little more stress to emphasis the terrible week i just went through. last wednesday was the first day back to uni after the easter week break... was a horrible start to the week with my tutor banning our ideas completely!!! i simply don't understand why he would ban an idea without giving me and my groups any valid reason, because saying i don't like it ISN'T a valid reason!!! }=[. great encouragement buddy, we spent a lot of time, effort and money to work out this mechanism and the time end money to go gather the materials but you come out of the blues to say you don't like it???? YOU'RE JOKING!!! with enough said and whined during the week we had to start the shelter again doing what the tutor wanted us to do. well we figure that his idea is quite hard and to be honest i don't think it works and i devised something that might be a solution to "his" idea.

during the week i also suffered through a bad bad breakdown because of the assignment and the weariness i've gone through along the time. my body just raptured and it snapped =\. i apologise for any wrong doings.

i have had some relaxation time on saturday playing golf as well as yesterday and today playing the ps3 =D.

well... i probably shouldn't of done any of these activities when i clearly know that i got a pile of things to finish =\.

ADD OIL

on a side note... i've ranted about my internet ever since i moved down here and at the moment i am quite annoyed with my internet. okay the wireless was working when it was set up. no problem with it except a disconnection every now and then. okay, i don't mind it. but now... i cannot connect to the internet unless my laptop is sitting in the living room!!! if it's in my room, well goodluck trying to load up a page before it drops out every 20seconds }=[. arghhhhh going to see if i could connect it back via cable because this is ridiculous.

Problems After Problems

Tuesday 06/04/10

day 403: frustrations }=[

it has been 2 consecutive days we have been working no the model. i mean 2 days is not much in terms of time but the times we spend debating and shopping for materials are just way too time consuming =\. The GREAT DEBATE about how and what is driving me (not sure about others) crazy!!! we seem to discover new problems after solving another problem }=[. HELP!!! we need a one way solution to solve everything!!! besides writing something to express how much i hate you last night but that did not help to the assignment. just helped to relieve my anger and stress.

we are meeting up tomorrow morning before class to do some work on it and i've made a simplified version of the final product. let's hope that will help us out a bit. ADD OIL GUYS!!!

The Beginning of the Stress

Sunday 04/04/10 & Monday 05/04/10

days 401 & 402: here comes the cold!!! along with the STRESS

that title and mood on top sums up my upcoming weeks... my week of holidays will end on tuesday night and to be honest i did not do any assignments during that week. i mean it did not even feel like a holiday or a break. i worked all this week and in the times i got off i'm just so tired from work i want some leisure time to relax my body =\.

well let's say goodbye to my break and let's start that stress and worry aye =\. Hello assignments, i don't really want to see you and i have to be honest with you, i ABSOLUTELY hate you!!! you see me on a regular basis since the time i started school =\. don't you understand the meaning of "i hate you"

so since i still have some time before the stress level reach to the top of the roof i might enjoy that time until the time comes. wish me luck because i will need it for the weeks to come. ADD OIL

i nearly had to sleep outside lastnight because i came home in the early hours of the morning and no one is awake =\. i was stuck outside for a good hour before some curiosity drove me to open the doors from another block. our blocks entrance door lock is broken so when we close it, you won't be able to open it unless it's from the inside. i tried putting a note on the door when i first noticed the problem but SOME PEOPLE JUST DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO READ!!! do you think i am joking here when i say the doors broken??? you know it when you try to get in and you don't understand how inconvenient it is!!! luckily my curiosity lastnight got me in to the other block and got my way home via the underground carpark which links all the apartment blocks together. well that's my little rant for the day =]

End of Daylight Savings

Saturday 03/04/10

day 400: already???

woahhhhh already been 400 days since i moved out of home... looking back it has been quite a long time. wonder where i stand today if i did not move but at the same time i always wonder where i'll stand when i eventually move back. ahhhh all the unanswered questions.

well daylight savings ends (well ended because i'm writing on the early am's of sunday) today and wooooooooo it is the only time of the year where i actually gain an hour of sleep =P.

another day of another bludge ==.... i should really commit myself into some work. like seriously, i can't seem to concentrate!!! just toooooo hard for me to actually get that to start. once i get it to start i should be sailing smooth. but it just not happening for me.

well anyways, HAPPY EASTER GUYS!!! hope you all get lots and lots of chocolate hehehehehe =]

Easter Friday

Friday 02/04/10

day 399: chilling

time is flying... it is already easter! meaning winter is coming and today i certainly felt that atmosphere. i'm wearing pants!!! has been a chilling day and not soooo much but hibernating inside my house/room. easter friday and all the shops are closed. did some (by that i meant little) of my assignments that i said i would do =\... however in that "little" contribution i made a working model of our group project =D. it sort of works but the materials (foamcore) i think made it less fluid in motion. it still shows that mechanism =D.

watched a lot of tvb and played a fair bit of COD because sash got me hooked on unlocking the tactical knife attachment for my pistol ahahahahahaha... i did it =]

not the best easter friday because of the footy =\... could 2010 be the downfall of the brisbane broncos??? have our luck finally run out??? our inexperienced team of many many young players, the huge injury toll, with off field issues like the sacking of my skills coach Alfie Langer, are just not giving broncos the boost they're seeking for. our experienced players are in need of support from the young ones but at the moment they are still taking some time to adapt to first grade. however, i did question myself would this be a resurrection of broncos in a year's time (or perhaps a couple of years). like history repeating itself such as when broncos first entered the league??? at the moment it seem like it with all these fresh faces. let's hope everything is on the good side.

back to reality, plans for saturday??? not too much at the moment since is my day off and i want to enjoy it. as much as i want to do assignment, like i say i need to find that "initiator" and it is not easy =\. guess i will go with the flow. also got a 21st to attend but i don't really want to anymore even though on facebook i said i will attend. oh well...

Happy Bday Aco & Kim

have not done this in a while since no one i know got a bday lately ahahahaha

but yeah....

just going to wish Aco and Kim a happy happy bday!!! i wish you guys all the best with everything for 2010 =]. another year older meaning another year wiser =D. soooo please stay safe when you're out and about, especially when you're out clubbing. please don't intoxicate yourself too much as it does not do any good to your body.

but yeah enjoy life but stay safe. love you guys x3

April Fool's Joke???

Wednesday 31/03/10 & Thursday 01/04/10

Days 397 & 398: worried

alright i was sooooooooo soooooooooo happy today when i was on the bus and received a call from ISV asking me whether if i received any letters or emails about my acceptances as a volunteer over in Costa Rica. but because i was not home at the time i could not check my email =\. but as stoked as i was i like told everyone about it and then tonight when i got home i checked my email... but did not received anything =\ *sobs* since it was april fool's today got me worried about it whether or not if the call was a prank or not =\.

*fingers crossed* that i just have not received it =]. going to call tomorrow and find out.

any hows... think i will leave it for there since it was a very tiring night at work and yesterday was just the same =\