Homemade Finales

Tuesday 30/06/09
day 135: okay mood

had to wake up a bit early today since i had to start work at 12... after work today i stayed there for a while to watch the finales of homemade (some design competition about renovations, interests me as i study architecture) and was really disappointed that they put it over 2 weeks instead of one =\. hope jason (with help of leonie) win the competition. from tonight both designers had goods and bads.... jason works really well with leonie while darren and stacey has alot gap in-between. maybe it is because darren likes everything to go his way ><. but than again when i saw the room deliveries tonight darren and stacey is a abit more creative and plays more with colour. jason and leonie was a bit quiet but consistent in my eyes. lucky to jason because he was on a tight budget but now they got an extra $5000 to make the best of the best house renovation. cant wait for next weeks episode!

Mehhhhh

Monday 29/06/09
Day 134: nothing special

my day can be summarised by sleep and work ahahahaha... i have not worked monday closes for a while and tonight i forgot that monday nights don't need to put broiler back together ><... well what else could i recount about ahahahaha... ohh yeah the other day i randomly took this game out of the storage area of my house. its my housemate's game called company of heros. now i was looking forward to play this game right, so i took it out and installed it on my laptop. what happened next totally frustrates me! after installing there was sooo many patches i need to update and after installing like 5 they still need more updates!!!! arghhhhhhh.. i just want to play the game!

Lesson Learnt

Saturday 28/06/09
day 133: not that cold =D

had to do front close tonight and it was not all so good ><... first time doing front close and i had to do a lot of stuff. of course doing something for the first time would be a bit slow and a bit uncertain so it took a while. also i like broke the broiler tonight =\ i got one of the pieces stuck in the chain while washing it. lucky this manager from another store was there at the time to fix it. thank you!

well was not really a lesson learnt but just something i got told tonight. realised i've been using 'bitch' a lot lately in the ending of my sentences and kim told me tonight that it should not be used for a girl, EVEN IF FRIENDS. i always thought it would be okayish to use it to a friend but i thought wrong =[. but obviously i won't use it to something i don't know. ohh well can't take back what has been done. just have to look forward and make the road in front of you more beautiful to waalk in. sorry if i offended anyone with 'bitch' at the end of my sentences. sorry

Transformers 2: Revenge Of The Fallen =D

saturday 27/06/09
day 132: HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

happy for 2 reasons. one is that i saw transformer 2 today and second is that i watched it with muimui stephypoo. super hoi sum ar =D. the movie was soooo awesome. you just have to go watch it. can't tell much incase i spoil it for anyone reading (probably noone but still) it was just a great piece of work.

also i booked my ticket for my trip back up to sydney lar! had a little drama with my brother tonight about it. my dad called me soo randomly asking that he heard from mum that im going back on 10th and if so he is going to be in the city that day ><'. at that moment i was like SHIT! planned assassinated ><. so i was like hmm no going back on 13th because i can't get any tickets. then my brother tonight told me all these stuff that u should stay a bit longer because you said one week and all that stuff. because i need to go to williams 18th so i won't get to go home till sunday. it wouldn't be much of a problem if my parents weren't so strict. aiiiiiiii gek si yan arrrr q>.

Net's Back In Action

Thursday 25/06/09 & Friday 26/06/09
Days 130 & 131: angry and then content

after coming back from working on thursday night, my housemate told me the bad news that the internet is down. again it was the DNS. but this time i had to fix it as my other housemate is overseas. then again it's a good thing because i call up asap. but yeah was fairly angry that the net is soooo bad in here ><...

friday morning as soon as i woke up i called up internet company and i have to say its not a pleasant experience... talking on the phone for about 30mins and i literally could not understand the guy on the other end == i keep telling him i'm not the person who opened the account and that my housemate is not here to give you the private details nor he remembers according to my oher housemate. therefore i was on the phone for about 20mins trying to ask the guy to re-configure the password again ==. eventually we got the net back... happy happy !!! ^^

went to watch the hangover tonight with jack. fairly funny movie, infact it was HILARIOUS! the cinema experience in canberra is kinda different to sydney... had to line up! i never used to lined up for movies >< just get ticket and go in... transformers were all full (not surprised) and the hangover was fairly packed as well. but i'm going to watch transformers tomorrow ^^. if you're after a few laughs i definitely recommend you 'the hangover'

Bored!!!

Wednesday 24/06/09
Day 129: body still sore

nothing but worked and slept today... finished watching just love 2! such a happy ending, which is quite predictable from tvb. so sad too hate it whenever i see people cry it makes me have teary eyes ><.

anyhow, yesterday was trang's bday and tomorrow (well at the time of posting is today) is tom's bday... wish them both a happy bday. best wishes. stay safe. love you all <3

Chillaxing

Tuesday 23/06/09
day 128: nothing much

just stayed home and chillaxed today. watched a lot of tvb =P just for love 2. not a bad series like i said before. watched up to ep 23 today and i wanted to continue so i could finish it but it got a bit late so i stopped at that to save it for another day.

tried to book my bus ticket back up to sydney for 10th july... so i can make it to williams party the next night and then spend the rest of the week stay with family.

I Exercised!!!

Monday 22/06/09
day 127: totally exhausted

waking up late for the afternoon bball muck around with jack and wendell (plus his friends). was suppose to meet at 1pm but i woke up at 1pm >< sorry guys... but yeah worked out a lot of sweat this afternoon! phewwww... i can't believe i exercised and actually endured the whole afternoon.

after that i walked to hungry jacks since it was close by to check the rosters... ended up staying there till close so i could get a lift home from james. i was not in the mood to walk home as i was so dead... might as well stay there since there isn't much to do at home either and plus daniel and james was working so it was quite enjoyable. tonight was so foggy!!! you can't even see anything... it was just that thick ==. it felt like its sprinkling but it was just that fog ahahahaha.

Woah What A Day =]

sunday 21/06/09
day 126: not bad ahahahah

well by what a day i really mean what a day! spent 12 hours in bed and the other 12 at work! not bad aye ahahahaha... had to balance it... although i was not really keen to do that extra 4 hours till close but today was quite and they only had matt and sam for close. didn't want to be slack so i said if they want me to stay back i would. did not end up doing much because it was so dead for most of the night.

well when i got home... do not ask me why but there was this curiosity for me drink a bottle of beer =\... (maybe because there were like a dozen of them on the kitchen bench so i took one for fun) have to admit i regret opening it =\ it was not a pleasant to be honest, like i knew already beer tasted like crap but i just never knew it was that crap! it was disgusting, i felt like throwing it away but didn'r want to waste my housemates beer since alcohol cost a fortune. well i guess that is a lesson learnt.

Bargain!

Friday 19/06/09 & saturday 20/06/09
Days 124 & 125: exhausted

well on friday i went out with jack to shopping in civic and grab lunch. catch up since he had exams. every store was on sale and i grabbed a pair of shoes from footlocker for an absolute bargain! saved $120!!! and brought a FCUK jacket for half price. should shop during sales more often =]. than i work after that night and i did not get a chance to wrte on my blog since i came home and planned to sleep early due to a 7.30am shift the next day. didn't go as planned as my housemates friend randomly started talking to me so i i ended up getting into bed at like 3.30.

and as for today... technically spent like 9 hours at work... was watching the sunrise while walking to work ==. and by the time i walked out it looked it was like sunset already ahahahahahaha... came home and napped! did not even get to call my parents because i did not hear the alarm. wouldn't even be posting this if i didn't wake up seeing missed calls from my brother.

well i might get back to sleep as i got another shift at noon. ciaoooo

Nothing At All

thursday 18/06/09
day 123: normal

did nothing at all today... woke up and made brunch. watched a bit of tvb. then went to work... speaking of tvb, i really need to catch up with the dramas. i was watching man in charge before and stopped after a few eps... have not started rosy business but im watching just love 2... the two little kids in the series are so damn cute and adorable (ah B and meng jai, i think that's his name cally's son)... such talented kids. like the rest of tvb series pretty much a same storyline lor nothing special but it's catchy for me. and slowly watching off pedder as well, the long run tvb series. up to 167 i think not sure... a lot of people say it's not good but i the small individual storyline in each ep is fairly good. i like i like.

Loving My Holidays =P

tuesday 16/06/09 & wednesday 17/06/09
days 121 & 122: sleep sleep sleep =P

catching up all my sleepless nights during the last few weeks before the end of the semester. i was totally hammered down with intense workload. was a bit stressful and gave me a few headaches but i managed to overcome it. also my emotional break down during that time as well =[ but i will 'keep smiling'.

i keep forgetting to post these days >< always skip and post every second day. its either i come back from work and forgetting to post or that i do not have much to write because i do did was slept ahahahahahaha. planned to play basketball by myself today but... yeah... kind of slept all day q=.='p. had a small internet drama just then when my internet got disconnected... only to find out a few minutes later that the router was unplugged ==. also my housemate, moon, finished his exams are on his way back to korea. hope he have a blast in korea and have a safe trip lar.

Work Work Work ><

Monday 15/06/09
day 120: nothing but work

pretty much said it all ahahahaha... trying to pick up as much shifts as possible since i'm on holidays and i got nothing else better to do. better making money than bumming at home sleeping ==. kind of tired now and a feel sooooo full trying to drink the soup i made ><. need to go uni tomorrow to pick up some part of my final submission and getting my marks back for that model =D. hopefully get a good mark lar =D.

Lazy Day

saturday 13/06/09 & sunday 14/06/09
days 118 & 119: lazy =P

well on being quite lazy the last 2 days... on saturday i woke up in the afternoon and went to work a bit later. after work i stayed up till early in the morning playing basketball on my housemates PS2 (i know it is old but oh well keeps me entertained =D).

according to slavce's family sunday is lazy day and i did exactly that today =D. woke up 4pm and turned on the tv to watch the footy while still in the warm of the bed. well i did wake up earlier but i was like since i won;t be doing anything anyways and it's quite chilling so i went back to sleep =P. soooo lazy ><. well it's the first full match of footy i watched in a while (well if Origin counts than that was the last time). i have to say there are seemingly alot of ref errors these days... and they introduced the 2 ref system! shouldn't that make it better??? oh well... guess perfection is hard or even impossible.

Holidays! =D

thursday 11/06/09 & friday 12//06/09
days 116 & 117: Holidays!!!

slowly getting back on track now... it's a slow process so one step at a time. meanwhile on thursday it was freezing!!! i had to carry all my three models in a box and my hands were literally freezing! there was a instance where i just wanted to throw the box down and put my hands in my pocket. but yeah... as i already said that day i did not sleep >< too ="\.">< nighter ="P." 3 ="="" work ="D...the"><

Finally Finished =D

wednesday 10/06/09
115: cold cold cold

have not slept since last night for about 2hours but finally i got my project 3 completed. a bit rushed and frustrated though. hopefully i get a decent mark but it's freaky me out as you need to hand in everything and obviously i don't have everything. well at the moment i got another trouble is that i need to carry every back to uni ><.

another note COLD COLD COLD!!!! -5!!!! not helping with my mood =\.

So Cold and Lonely

tuesday 09/06/09
day 114: cold and lonely

this weather is not giving me a chance to get back on track... since my 'worst day' the weather has been gloomy... rainy and cold. this is not helping! however the last 2 shifts of work got me off the thing a bit.

my final model submission is on thursday and i have not finished my model yet ><... gar yao!

My Gloomy Days

sunday 07/06 and monday 08/06/09
days 112 and 113: gloomy

it rained or had that weather for the past 2 days... so gloomy! so matching my mood these days! WHY!?!?! when will this end? it's right, it's not easy trying to forget someone.

Keep Smiling =] Them Departing Words

saturday 06/06/09
day 111: depressing

simple and short entry tonight... as i do not have the mood to express this on my blog except i can only say. 'KEEP SMILING'. i shall remember this forever. i can do it, failure makes one more stronger. be strong steven! be strong! keep on walking on that path. there are still a lot of distance you have to walk! don't give up okay? new beginning, new life!

GAR YAO!

1.6Kg =\

friday 06/06/09
day 110: heart broken =[

today has to be the worst day of my life! not that my cantilever only supported 1.6kg due to a miscalculation nor finding out zusjie chilam got her phone stolen. well those made me angry but wasn't enough to shatter my inside. i will tell why in the next post. i don't want to continue much anymore on this post.

bye

20 Years...

On this day 20 years ago was Tiananmen Square protests as well as the Tiananmen Square massacre (also known as the June 4th Incident). it was a series of demonstrations in and near the Tiananmen Square, Beijing China that begun on 14th April. it was led mostly by students and intellectuals in the year that many of the communist governments in the world collapsed. it was sparked by the death of Hu Yaobang, who was a pro-market, pro-democracy and anti-corruption official. the movement lasted for 7 weeks ending in a tragic blood bath leaving countless wounded and dead.

with the protest escalating in huge numbers the People's Liberation Army was called in to take control over the city. at 10.30pm 3 june, the assault begun with armored personnel carriers (APCS) and armed trooped approaching the Square in various directions. APCs rolled on up the roads, firing ahead and off to the sides, perhaps killing or wounding their own soldiers in process. Students wh sought refuge insides buses where pulled out and beaten with heavy sticks. even demonstrators attempting to leave were beset by soldiers and beaten. however the demonstrators were told not to use weapons against the oncoming solders and made a barricade ahead of the APCs while shouting 'why are you killing us?' Tragically, tanks were ordered in clear the Square, crushing vehicles as well as people and by dawn it was cleared.

the aftermath had a negative effect for China affecting its economy, the domestic political trend, its reputation in the 'West'. Arrests were also made across the country to suppress protestors and their supporters. and high-ranking members from the Party who publicly sympathised with the demonstrators were placed under house arrest. widespread censorship was also an issue after the incident in an attempt to 'erase it out of history' such topic in mainland China is considered forbidden.

so after 20 years, issues still remains and every year there are still marches, demonstrations etc across the country most notably in hong kong. many innocent lives were loss from what could have been prevented. with deep sorrow and grief for myself and many, please take a minute or so to think about how dedicate life can be. cherish what we've got and not complain of what we don't have, because you will never know what will happen tomorrow.

for all those who loss their lives during the June 4th Incident, Rest In Peace.

I Wish I Had A Scale...

Thursday 04/06/09
day 109: raining

woah just heard from garjeh louisa is going to start a blog! i bet it is going to be better than mine. i generally don't expect anyone to read it, it's just for the sake of recording keeping for myself =]. but yeah have fun blogging lar garjeh!

exams for me are over!!! thank god, it's over because i hate studying. i didn't good all so well in this exam either because i could not identify the structures. there are a few reasons to this; first was that there are just tooo many buildings esp churches throughout that second part of the semester and secondly some of them looked quite familiiar or had similar names. it also required the architect and the date of completion as well, which made it a bit more difficult. but i aced the theory part (i think) so it's all good

meanwhile, my cantilever assignment due tomorrow and i have to say u cannnot stress more than the weight of this thing! on my first one i did which the cardboard was out of the thickness criteria. although i showed my tutor it was 1mm and he said it was okay, i still paranoided of a 'fail'. and plus we couldn't reduce the weight down to the maximum 240g. RESULT? i smashed it all up and started a new one =D. what a waste of my 12 dollars for that board too ><... well lets hope when i weigh this tomorrow i will pass that criteria. *fingers crossed*

Goodluck To Myself

Wednesday 03/06/09
Day 108: studying ???

after tomorrow i got no more exams!!! i only got two compared to others with like heaps, but i still sick of studying ><... hate it cant stand it... but lets add oil. i finally finished completing that study guide booklet and the last two chapters were soooooooo long! i will read over it tomorrow before the test. well today i was sidetracked for about 2hours as i was watching the state of origin. GO QLD 28-18 XD

Steven Is Nineteen!!!

Tuesday 02/06/09
Day 107: my bday!!!

woahhhh! i am finally 19... slowly getting to the end of my teen life. not the best day but alll them bday wishes made me happy. my exam today was totally a failure, i guessed my way through so i hope i passed ><. later i had work which is not my ideal ending to my bday. although home studying for a test on thursday or doing my assignment isnt ideal either. oh well life is life can't do much about it.

one of the sweetest thing happened today was my little sister called me to wish me sarn yat fai lok. i was like awwwww thank you! and the other was anita's message. kind of waited all day for it and finally when i turned on my phone after work i received a message from anita. was like awwwwwwww she didn't forget about my bday. <3 love you. and LOVE EVERYONE who wished me a happy bday. mwahhhh <3

300 Pages, Read!

monday 01/06/09
day 106: tired

spent my whole bloody day reading this textbook. worst of all was it was boring, i was totally not interested nor i think anything went into my head. not a good thing but i guess i could end the day saying i did my job. lets hope i pass ><. wish me luck!

add oil to myself =]